update the year is going good

This year has started really well already and I am so excited to see what the year has to offer further.

First off I had my trip up North and seeing my friend in Auckland and going to her lovely large Indian Wedding which was such an experience in itself.

Then I had the whole chains loosening from parental control as I travelled up North on my own and successfully took care of myself for two weeks without them around, I caught public transport even though I was not even familiar with Auckland, and its surrounding areas.

I also decided to withdraw my medications slightly and even though suffered terrible withdrawal symptoms and had to go back on my medications for the time being, I stood on my two feet and made a decision to come off and followed through on what I said.

I have also been dating my best friend for 2 years and even though its a long distance relationship I know we will be together soon I feel it in my gut. So does he. You know when you know when someone is for you well that's how we feel about each other just so in sync and without a word there is this closeness and this bond. Sometimes its worth waiting for something special, that's how it is with us we are waiting for each other but its going to be magic.

I have also started a new job working in retail in a clothing and jewellery design shop in Grey-town. I tell you its so pleasurable to be working when you haven't for such a long time. Especially getting out of the house and meeting people.

Today I have been challenged to handle many transactions at once for clothing and jewellery and pleased to say have past the test and been very quick and efficient which is a massive boost to the confidence level when your successful in something.

Anyway as you gather from this journal article im doing a lot better than I was doing having the job is definitely helping to keep me positive and looking forward.

I am doing more in my religion too and enjoying it more than I have in years Yay for me!