psychological blackmail unable to be a mother

So it's a strange realisation when you finally figure out your mother is not capable of loving you

You need to stop looking for the warmth, hugs, positive messages that a regular loving mother would send.

Instead your on the compatal battling against an army of pain and suffering.
Daggers they are aimed straight for your heart!

She wants you to be down on yourself, a mental health patient in a box of a stigmatising diagnosis,
She wants to keep you down and whilst your down and out and miserable she can rule above you, and control you using money, things, trading, but expecting everything to be fair.

She does something for you only if you do something for her in return.

There is a mental prison she intends to keep you locked in, s prison where she has the only key she locks you away.
Shutting doors to friendship to relationships.
in her mind only negative outcomes for you not the positive.
She sees you failing,
Falling

She wants you to give up on having a boyfriend, a husband, and marriage, and kids.


The evil intent is obvious to everyone around you but yourself, you refuse to believe. What happened to my loving mother, you mind plays tricks on you you wonder if she ever loved you.
If she's jealous of you
If there's hate

Why does she treat you with such disdain. The answers to the questions are not clear.


Suddenly you realise she is not capable of affection.

You will never be able to look for affection from her.

It's just never going to happen.



That's the worst feeling in the Pitt of your stomach as all you want is to be loved.


You realise you will never have a mother!