Maybe breakthrough with services?

Think made breakthrough last night with mental health services.
After calling the violence hotline and speaking to someone on there about my situation, they were concerned so called Te-Hika the mental health line.
A few minutes later and I received a phone call from a member of the Catt team in the Wairarapa.
After listening to me talking, she told me its obvious that there is more going on for you than just Borderline Personality disorder, you clearly have Complex Post Traumatic Stress and trauma issues that are deep your home environment is not helping matters, also losing your job, and other things.  She said she would talk to my psychologist asap, and for me to ring my psychologist tomorrow about getting some private trauma counselling asap and possibility of planned respite. I told her I needed a lot more support than what mental health - they are giving and basically that I have been very very close to suicide. I told her this is serious and I need help.

I feel that she did listen to me and take my concerns on board. So that is a step forward. Just waiting now to see what happens next. I don't believe words I believe actions!