Public Suicide Note. written last tuesday night before attempt

This is my very public suicide note.

I have made everything public on this blog so why wouldn't I put this as public as well.

I have been severely unwell for three weeks now, with my services in the wairarapa taking little note. I have pushed for crisis respite/hospital intervention help and been turned away at every point.
despite being severely suicidal with plan.

Now I am tired, I am exhausted of the struggle and just choose to let go

I think that is my right.


I do hope that services improve for others in the future.

god knows they need to!




Im Out.