Poem

You never really loved me
I realise as I stare at this blank page
You thought you loved me
but you hurt me every single day
how can that be love
how can that be respect
its only control

I wanna scream
I've alowed you to treat me so poor
thought it was normal but when I found out it was not
I was too afraid to walk out and shut the door.

I have a choice to make
this is either going to break me or make me

Am I going to die in this home
am I going to take my own life as I am so afraid
and don t want to be alone

I can moan I can scream
but silently
I cry in the shower
the steam
my eyes are wet.


but you do not want to hear my cries.
You do not want to feel responsible for my pain.
even though you are.

You say instead I do not want to dwell on the past.you must let it go.

how can you say that when your the one who damaged Me.